Rock guitarist, guitar player and session musician, Richard Barber - available for hire for your working band in Oahu, Hawaii

I feel the threatening silence
I feel the footsteps coming
I feel the darkness taking over my mind
I don’t want to feel the pressure building
I don’t want to feel the walls collapsing
I don’t want to feel myself misfiring in my mind

Lonely lonely days
Lonely lonely nights
One of these days I’m going to get it right
Lonely lonely days
Lonely lonely nights
One of these days I’m going to be all right

I’m bouncing off the walls
I’m seeing a crack or two
My demons – they have decided to come around again
I don’t want to sit here with my mouth shut
I don’t want to be here if I’m clammed up
I’d call for help but the thought just never enters my mind

Live it right, all I want is to get it tight
And I fight with my pride
All I want is peace of mind
And I find I will be all right
Leave it home, I'm gonna get it tight

Been thinking of razor blades
Been thinking of jumping from on high
Been thinking of the times I tried before, but it didn’t work
If there’s anyone that’s going to help me get much better
It ain’t going to be my shrink with her endless bs pratter
I’ve got to help myself, I’ve got to keep it all together
day by day…